May 2012
16 posts
Now the blood is on my hands
Just another snake of a father. It’s amusing how harsh that sounds. Better yet, how accurate that sounds. It has a nice ring to it. It falls off my tongue with sincerity. Last night, you put over 100,000$ dollars in my hands. Now what? Do I take the money and run? Allow you to go to jail for never being apart of my life? Punishment? Do I let you off easy, while I’m struggling with a...
justkeepingithalal:
who will you drop everything else for…if not the one you love?
Spacious heart, open soul.
I’m in such a strange mood this evening. I awoke sobbing because of a nightmare that I cannot visually remember; however, I can recall the emotion attached to it perfectly. It was a plethora of negativity. Regret, forgotten, vengeful, afraid, lost. Why? I assumed my life was rebuilding itself because of my choice. There have been a few lines I’ve rehearsed in my head, and have...
My dreams are freaking me out.
I can’t remember
Ejecting all the poison out of my life one step at...
I feel open. I feel free from the thoughts in my mind. One day of a different perspective has opened my eyes, my mind, my soul. I am freeing myself from these chains which have been so tightly locked for quite some time now. I feel a bit new.
childrenoftheesea:
a-ttitude:
letmalikyouuu:
emmalik20:
the-love-within:
v-i-t-o:
thenameisbunny:
STOP WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING AND WATCH THIS OKAY
forever reblog
forever
haha
CRYING.
peed my pants
fuckkkk this is awesome!!!!
lawl
OMFG THIS IS GOLDEN
One day, I'm going to write something great and...
The inter workings of my thoughts will be published one day.
Oh my god.
It’s 3 am, I have to be up in 3 1/2 hours, and there are people in my living room making as much noise as they possibly can. This is ridiculous. Times like this make me want to move back home. I miss the quiet isolation I once had. I miss my bear cave. I miss controlling the sound. This is so stupid. Since I’m up, might as well vent… You can have your damn friends over all...
The eye that looks with contentment does not see...
This worldly Life, is just like the ocean and our hearts are the ships. We can use the ocean for our needs and as a means to get our final destination. But the ocean is only that: a means. It is a means for seeking food of the sea. It is a means of travel. It is a means of seeking a higher purpose. But it is something which we only pass through, but we never think to remain in. Imagine what would...
Light
I had a vision. This vision complimented a feeling of joy, of hope. I felt at ease for the first time in months. I know what I need to do in order to to be successful. I’m not going back to the old me. I’m going to transform myself into a new and improved person. I’m ready. I don’t need anyone. I used to not need anyone. I’m not too sure what happened, but I was a lot...
Anonymous asked: Good job on becoming a terrorist. ROMNEY 2012!!!
Doing Whatever It Is I Do.: Don't Ever Stop... →
chooseloveoverfear:
When people compliment my work, they always say, “don’t ever stop writing,” and always, I look at them and think, “if only you knew.” If you knew how close to drowning it feels to keep my head above the rise of my words, how many different ways I’ve tried not to write her…
This.
What to do... What to do...
Bleh
April 2012
19 posts
I want a new spark in my life.
I need something to boost my meaning.
I hate being glued to my damn phone because that’s my only thrill. Ugh. I hate this isolation. I want more than having people show up to my apartment to hang out with all of my roommates, get drunk, smoke weed, and talk poorly about others. Agh.
Reblog/like if you listen to:
johnnykascukas:
City & Colour
Owl & Penny
Death Cab For Cutie
Iron & Wine
Bon Iver
The Tallest Man On Earth
Bright Eyes
M. Ward
Good Old War
Lydia
Into It. Over It.
I want to follow people who like the same music as me.
Anonymous asked: Sorry if this is inappropriate but you are beautiful.
Anonymous asked: salaams sister now that u are muslim u must take down any photos of you without hijaab because it is truly haraam
Today I start my new round!
mohamed-ashraf:
Forensic Sciences and Toxocology! So excited :D
So jelly.
All moments are divine if you can be fully alive...
The sound of the dial tone is so relatable to my...
Waiting for someone to answer.
Any Chuck Palahnuik Fans?
He’s a genius. I finally finished reading Haunted, and my life is complete.
If you haven’t read any books by him… you really should.
March 2012
15 posts
Agh so frusterated.
;9
The Russian sleep experiment.
Russian researchers in the late 1940s kept five people awake for fifteen days using an experimental gas based stimulant. They were kept in a sealed environment to carefully monitor their oxygen intake so the gas didn’t kill them, since it was toxic in high concentrations. This was before closed circuit cameras so they had only microphones and 5 inch thick glass...
Anonymous asked: do you wear a hijab or don't you? you look way better with a hijab, masha'allah!
Interesting fact; The LRA are a hardcore Christian...
doyayoda:
clichebullshit:
zuleikha:
my point exactly. we’re living in a world of contradictions.
All you need to do is look up Kony/the LRA on wikipedia and you’d know this. What was your point exactly? That extremists/fundamentalists, from all walks of life, are bad news? Well no. fucking. shit.
The fact won’t be pointed out that they’re Christians. If they were Muslims, that would be...