Sometimes.
I feel as if I re fall in love with Mario. Sometimes, I get the feeling as if I’m looking at him for the first time.
I realize that It’s so easy to let a relationship crumble before your eyes. It’s absolutely guaranteed for a relationship to crash severely if it’s just left to rot. Crying about it and leaving it for the wolves seems to do nothing but make matters worse. The other day, I looked at Mario and saw his entire soul in his eyes, and that’s when I knew that he was meant to be in my life. Of course, one could fish through my blog and read a countless amount of posts stating my love for him, but this night was different from all the rest. I saw him. I saw all of him. I saw the good and the horrible, but my love for him only grew. I’m so in love with Mario. All the bad was brought to the surface, but I love him more now. I love him so much. I want to spend the rest of my life on this Earth with him. He helps my Imaan strengthen, and my knowledge grow.
I made a decision the other day. It was a bit of an ultimatum for my life. I feel like I made the right choice.
